rundown

i’m doing this entry to first of all remind myself of who’s left to post about.  got that?

 

j

n

r(4?)

 

i think that’s it.

 

OK, so j.  i’ve lost track of numbers, so we’ll just have to deal.  i met j when i decided that i enjoyed watching men masturbate.  i placed an ad to that effect, and j was the best response i got.  i went to his apartment and watched him, and it was quite arousing.  despite my intention to just watch, i found myself attracted to him.  he was smart, quirky, and enjoyable to be around.  so, things progressed, but i limited myself to giving handjobs and blowjobs.  no sex.  eventually we added pot to our times together and things progressed even more.  we had sex only twice, but both times it was great.  i even came one of the times, just from the sex and thanks to the pot.  fabulous.

 

after i was “found out”, i put the kibosh on everything but watching him masturbate.  i still enjoyed his company and smoking with him, so i didn’t want to stop completely.  so, we continue to see each other, albeit rarely, for conversation and pot.